Wednesday, March 31, 2010

lost

i've been on medications so long that i've become delusional. nothing seems to be enjoyable anymore. i'm trying to lose weight but i have no motivation. this feels crap. i feel down. i feel so down. i don't know what to do anymore.

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  1. little things matter.. pay attention to those stuff..

    =)

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  2. Hi! First off, I am very sorry to come to understand your situation. Very often I wish life could be fair to everyone and everyone is getting the same kind of treatment from our almighty. But going through life hurdles, it taught me nothing in life is perfect. Learning to accept and to live through it is something I bear with all the time. Don't get me wrong, I am not being cynical. I've had a very bad start of my life. Having born to a below average family, I've spent almost all my childhood away from parents, living a nomadic life. To a level I've been treated in a very wrong way that I am too young to know how long it is. Writing about my childhood is probably the toughest simple essay to be done in my primary school.

    Looking back at those fragments of memory, surprisingly it doesn't put me down, in fact, it has given me something most others doesn't have at this age - the inner strength. I could have lived under that shadow for the rest of my life but hey, you have a choice. You always have a choice no matter what situation you are in. Be positive and set your soul carefree, as I believe the mental strength that everyone has it in them, does magic. Last, I wish happiness and the pink of health are with you, all the time. Cheers Sharron.

    -the acquaintance-

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